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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 15:06:31 GMT

Whats up yall I have been really busy lately! This past week Harold's Granddad died, so I was trying to be there for him. Him and his Granddad were really close. He was such a funny Man. It is still hard to believe that he is dead, because he seemed so healthy and he was pretty young. I dont even think that he was 60 yet. But yeah i have been chillen with his family all week. The funeral was soooo SAD.... Harold made me want to be closer to my Grandma, which i still dont think will ever happen. But I am at work right now so I will HOLLA LATA.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 15:00:06 GMT

Alright whats up people!!! I've been gone for a minute but I am BACK!

We gon' to mass today, we have to pray
Besides what the pastor say, I have to say
Since Pac passed away
Most you rappers don't even deserve a track from me
You see, if you evern wanted to ever be anything
There'd always be somebody that shoot down any dream
There'll always be haters, that's the way it is
Hater niggaz marry hater bitches and have hater kids
But they gon' have to take my life 'fore they take my drive
'Cause when I was barely livin, that's what kept me alive
Just the thought that maybe it could be better than what we at at this time
Make it out of this grind, 'fore I'm out of my mind
And get some  lee way on the he say she say
You girl don't like me, how long has she been gay
Spanish girls say "No able ingle"
And everybody want to run to me for their SINGLE
It's funny how these wack niggaz need my help
Wasn't around when I couldn't feed myself
Dog, If I was you, I wouldn't feel myself
Dog, If I was you, I'd kill myself
Made a mill myself, and I'm still myself
And I'ma look in the mirror if I need some help
Ask me from the heart, y'all all frontin
Everybody feel a way about K but at least y'all feel somethin

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 13:21:19 GMT

Okay why did i meet this CRAZY dude when i was with my cousin yesterday, and it turns out that this is Harold cousin!!! He was trying to get with me and then he brought up the subject of one of his relatives that died that had the same last name as Harold's family. So i started saying oh i know some people with that last name, then i started off naming people and yep.... This boy and my boo are COUSINS. but that didnt stop him from trying to talk to me... but yeah anyway thid dude is like seriously crazy.... to be honest I think this guy is the ANTICHRIST! I know i sound silly but i am for real. I mean this dude was telling me stuff about me that I havent told anyone.... SPOOKY.... then he was trying to tell me that the bible was wrong.... that there was no such person as JESUS.... He told me that Jesus was just a myth based on astrology.... I mean he had an explanation for everything.... I am gonna have my cousin get in touch with him so he can write everything down so I can post it on here.... I mean it was interesting but it was really scary... but yeah Harold and I are still doing pretty good, so that is always a good thing. Other than that Life is the same old same old. Gotta go now because I need to do some "homework"!

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 12:57:17 GMT

What's up! This past weekend I was supposed to go to Hampton, but some stuff came up and I couldn't go. Oh well, I heard their homecoming was whack this year, anyway. But yeah, this weekend Harold and I hung out. We didn't do very much, but nonetheless I still had fun. Anyway nothing really exciting has happened lately besides the fact that when Harold and I went to the mall, we had split up and when I found him he was inside KAY jewelry looking at engagement rings! I was so shocked!

On another note..... I am so ready to get my own place or share a place with my boo. I need to break away from these oppressors that I know as my parents. I mean I understand that they are still my parents but some of the stuff that be wanting me to do be absolutely ridiculous!!! That's why I am really in rush to just GET AWAY!

MOVIE LINE OF THE DAY: -"Damn girl... you tight!!!"
-"Wrong hole, FOOL!!!!"
What movie is this from?

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 00:30:30 GMT

whats up people. Let me tell ya'll something.... I feel like my life is about to be one big ol' mess! Why is the boy i was telling ya'll about trying to come see me this weekend and Harold is not trying to have that. I am afraid something ridiculous is about to go down, so please pray for me!!! But on a lighter note, not too much has really been going on. I have just been taking some time out to reflect on what is going on in my life and what i should do. like should i go back to hampton? man there is a whole lot more but i gotta go because i am getting sick of looking at this screen. ONE

MOVIE LINE OF THE DAY: Don't you have sex with your bathers? I know I do!!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:03:48 GMT

whats going on people. Right now i am sitting at work, it is very very slow today. I dont know why but i woke up so happy today.... maybe i had a good dream that i just don't remember... Just so that everyone knows: I am very upset with JIA (atlprincess) because she does not know how to return phone calls!!! LOL. But anyways my dad had his staples removed (from when he got his kidney transplant) yesterday, so he is feeling a whole lot better!!! Why did i get a phone call at like 3:00 this morning from the boy that i was talking to when me Harold broke up. He told me that he missed me and that he is very hurt that i decided to be with Harold, because he thinks he will just go back to his old ways. Then he told me that wanted to make a LONG TERM commitment to me and that he can picture being married to me and having his kids!!! What!?!!? There must really be something in the air that is making people talk about getting married. I mean I know I am SEXY and everthing but Damn!!! Naw I am just playing, please dont think that I am conceited because i am far from that. But I am about to do some real work. SO MAY GOD BLESS AMERICA AND NO PLACE ELSE!!! - what movie is that from?

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 20:59:37 GMT

hey people!!! I know i have been MIA for awhile, but I am back again! Guess what: me and Harold are doing pretty good for the time being. He told me that he is ready to take our relationship to the next step, which is marriage. He told me that he is not gonna ask me until he has enough money for a nice ring. I feel like i can see myself marrying him. i mean for the longest time i wanted him to marry me, but now that i think about it: am i too young to be gettin' married??? I am scarred! But like i said i really do want to marry him. I dont feel like there is anyone else for me (well except for morris chestnut & ginuwine... but they dont count). It's just there is this issue that keeps popping into the back of my head that keeps from being too happy with him. I am afraid that he is gonna go back to his old ways.... but yeah I am about to go eat so i will back tonight!!! PEACE AND HAIRGREASE!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 23:15:43 GMT

What's up ya'll its me again. My dad has been doing much better than what he was doin before. they moved him to an icu so he is gettin alot more attention. So i guess everyones prayers must be workin for him. Thanks to everybody who has been praying for my dad. But ne wayz nothing else has really been going on lately. I took a leave of absence from work because my dad was hgettin worse for a while but i am kinda glad that i havent been working because i needed a break. but yeah why did i see this dude his name is Lil B. I guess he still likes me and he was trying to get with me , i told him that i was back with that boy but he told me that it wasnt gonna last and that i would be trying to be with him soon. But yeah I gotta go, so i will have more to say later.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 23:27:05 GMT

hey guys have some bad news for you guys. My dad had a heart attack on friday so they transferred him to a different hospital. they got to it in time before he could have have died but then he had another heart attack on saturday, but this one one was a mild one. I am so scarred right now that i dont know what to do. I have been very depressed lately, and i just keep on crying. My dad is afraid that he may be dying. PLEASE for him. I am really scarred because i dont know what it feels like to only have one parent and i feel like i have taken my dad for granted and now there is strong possibility that he wont be here any longer. I dont know when i will be updating because i am going through a lot right now. So thanks ahead of time for all of your prayers!! LOVE YOU GUYS

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:35:11 GMT

whats up people!!! my dad is supposed to be coming home from the hospital on friday, THANK GOD!!! He seems to be doing pretty good but his kidney is working a little slow than it would normally so he will have to do dialysis for the next few weeks until his new kidney starts working to its full potential. but anyway harold is trying to take me on a REAL DATE, i guess he is gonna surprise me about where we are gonna go! but yeah I gotta go, cause my boss be trippin for real!!!